People saying suicide is pathetic, disgusting, stupid, selfish and an act of cowardice.
To get to the point at which you successfully kill yourself through painful means, in most cases, your brain needs to be convinced of the rightfulness of your act. It needs to WANT to die.
A little hesitation and you pull back from your "suicide plan". Therefore, in most cases, the people who commit suicide verify, using their perceptions, If according to them it's the right choice.
Keyword is perceptions because not everyone feels the same things for the same reasons.
People who kill themselves have usually been crippled by life. They have gone through so much shit that they can't imagine what it's like not to feel pain.
Perhaps, in their shoes, you'd be able to get out of all their crap, since you perceive things differently and wouldn't mind starting from scratch or whatever, but they have become scared of life and are completely exhausted, while you're not.
You've lived the good life, with good parents, money, no bullies, no bad luck, no pain.
Your thought patterns are formed in childhood and your personality during adolescence.
If they've suffered during all of those two periods, chances are their mind will have "adapted" to it in a way to defend themselves from others by avoidance.
There are many personality disorders, of which most people are not aware of, that explain such behaviors.
Violent people, shy people, "emo" people, "slutty" girls, workaholics, delusional people (Paranoid) etc.
All of those begin in childhood, so be a good parent for fuck's sake. Bad parenting is worst than the plague.
If you went through a lot of crap and out of it, you've had good parents, that's it.
So for all of you who thinks suicide is stupid, dumb, an act of cowardice or just plain noob. READ THIS SHIT BELOW
I DON'T WANT TO READ TEH WALL OF TEXT:
People have different perceptions of reality/the world, which they develop during childhood. This means that for some people, it is impossible to organize themselves to get out of trouble, for some it's impossible to imagine what love, empathy or respect are. Some people are in the physical or psychological INCAPACITY to manage their problems, so they either live a shitty, painful, physical life or die. It is NOT their choice, it is NOT their fault when you take their perception in count instead of your own.
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on a different note
i fcuking miss you. the last time i missed someone this much was when i lost my mum at the interchange years back. i hope you're having fun there. be back soon. i love you
