thanks for confronting me. well, actually, thanks for confronting me after all of you had spit me in the back. i know you all meant well, but come to think of it, i don't think so. i thought you were the people i could count on. turned out, NOT. lol.

you never learn your mistakes, jan.

akid and hafiz, you are the kind who are just scared. you don't dare confront me. all you do is just be nice infront of me, and behind me, you nodded to what people say. thanks for that. you could have just told me. pretty simple thing to do.

jum, at least you had the honour to talk to me face to face. and told me everything. i appreciate that. i wished you understood me. you were the most matured among all of them, but you had to keep it to yourself. for all i know, you already lost your trust in me long ago. but you did not say it. keeping me in the dark, thinking you were the one who were on my side. i won you in awp, and you thought it was not legitimate. lol. you too, could have just said it.

ken, thanks for confronting me. i know your years of experience call differentiate whats legal from whats not. salutes. you were the one i was closest to in dmz. if there's a next time, just tell me where i went wrong. and save your trouble, you don't need to kick me out of dmz, i'll take the honour of quitting. was my dream, i achieved it. i guess life's like that, you got to let go of certain things. thank you for having me in for the past 7 months or so.

thanks to all of you. all the trust you put in me. guess i ran out of it. i am not going to admit it, cause i am not in the wrong. i'll leave all of you to your thoughts. its pointless giving explanations, cause it won't change your minds. go tell everyone, dmz had a hacker, now he's gone. i'm sure everyone would rejoice with my demise. thanks for the "talks behind my backs". if i were to do the same to you, you'll fire up. but no, i won't. it's just a game afterall. salutes to all of you, you're the elites.

i apologise for those pokes and quick awp reactions. i can never be that good. and never will be. it's a shame because of this game, friendships had to be affected. but if that word meant anything, you should have known the right way to do things. if you want to see me play at home, you're welcome to do so. things won't be the same again anyway. so here i am, quitting my dreams. quitting cs. because i trusted the wrong people.

it's going to hurt for sometime, but the thing about pain is that, there's always a cure for it. i'll get over it. all the best to all of you, all the best to Team DreamZ. better luck next time, jan.