exhaustion, demoralised, pressure, my future
how long more can i hold them back
i don't know
i've lost myself because of this
lost my purpose
how am i suppose to carry on
i need to quit gaming.
I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry
i'm sorry i made you wait
i chose someone else over you
i'm sorry i left you hanging all these years
i truly didn't know
i'm sorry you had to listen about her all those nights
i looked so far
yet you were right there
always for me, i did not see
blame me for everything
i am not the perfect man
i am not fashion forward like the others
i admit that i don't style my hair like them
i don't think like them
i can't buy you the stars
not even carats of gold
i can't buy you dinner every night
i can't afford to watch movies everyday
you knew all this, yet you still..
you are so special
sometimes i wonder what you see
i wished i had an idea what you're thinking
how you feel
to think you waited so long for this
after all that i've said and did
you know my deepest secrets
the only friend who has heard me cry out loud
the only one i share every single thing with
the only person who understands me inside out
i love you, best friend
