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Thursday, October 30, 2008
; 1:31 PM

If you only knew the pain
The pain I keep inside

The pain that makes me "me"
Then without it who am I
In a room with broken walls
I lay in scene and dreams
I want you to see

I'm cold and white
I'm holding on
I'll try to breathe for you
I'm crying out
I'm singing loud
You could be all I need

And I'm losing my will
Just to hold you in
I'm giving up the hope
That you could have been the one
To save me from me

And now our lips will meet 
and i'll taste their defeat
I'll give in this once

Still I know I'll carry on
Guide me through the life I lost
To find these faults in me
To find these faults in me



Save me from Me - Amber Pacific


i hope you read this, i hope you know
i can't get over you, i can't
i loved you and i still do, so dearly
you left me and you never came back
i waited, 2 years already, you never called
never heard of you since, i miss you


the dysphoric rocker.

jan.
eighteen.

fuck me up and i'll fuck you up. i don't live for you, nor you for me. i don't care what you think, your opinion of me won't change me one bit. i've had enough of those.

sex drugs rock n' roll is the way i live my life

euphoria.



psychedelia.
listen to paradise.